TRANSLITERATION:

Allah humma anta rabbi la ilaaha illa anta khalaqtani wa aana abduka wa aana alaa ahdika wawa`dika mastata`tu aaoo`zubika min sharri ma sana`tu aaboo oolaka binaymatika aa layya wa aaboo oo bi zambi faghfirli zunubi fa innahu la yaghfiruzzunuba illa anta

TRANSLATION:

O Allah! You are my Rabb. There is no true God except You. You have created me, and I am Your slave, and I hold to Your Covenant as far as I can. I seek refuge in You from the evil of what I have done. I acknowledge the favours that You have bestowed upon me, and I confess my sins. Pardon me, for none but You has the power to pardon

My Love for You

A flower grows from beneath a garden
Of fine and purest white
It reaches toward the sun for warmth,
For heat and for the light

My love for You grows stronger still,
Despite the surrounding cold
My heart is Yours, bartered gone
For Your has it been sold

Its petals shine from morning dew
Its stem grows stiff and strong
It stands strong through the freezing cold
It stands the winter long

I long for You, for your blessings and mercy
I miss the ways of solafus soleh
The longer that I stay
The longer every mile

The flower stretches through the snow
It reaches toward the sun
And now without You the color is gone
The flower's petals, dun

But as times goes
The flower comes back to life
The snow now melts and goes away
As You take away my strife

Spring is here
and growth abounds
Again, I am in love
The snow for now is done

I see the future, in dreams I have
Of the life, long and true
I see the times where all I need
Are forgiveness from You

I see the times when winter comes
As winter tends to do
I am still in love, and i am still alive
And I do still love You

I see the flower, older now,
But still strong with fresh new leaves
I see it growing, tall and strong
Reaching to the eaves

My Lord

The gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's devotion to You that makes them still

You always bless me,
In sweet, compassionate and truth
Your caring words keeps out the rain,
Your words, the undoubted miracle

So thank you my Lord for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll submit to You, You know,

Bless me….

Forgive me….

O Merciful, My Lord.

My Lord

Tears of regret return again
As I sit again empty-handed
I cried before I said a word
I crashed before I landed

As I fell through my mistakes
I thought of You the entire way
Still I hope You love me so
Oh, how I pray that I’ll stay

Flowers bloomed in a dead world
In all of the wrong places
And every time I hear Your words
A smile thrives on the saddest of faces

You mean the world to me
What will I do when without You
Surely I can’t fake a smile
It feels all too wrong

Suddenly I can understand
What You meant when You’d say
“When you walk to me, I run to you.”
Missing You nearly kills me everyday

Who am I to turn to? Only You
When my soul has been forsaken? Only You
It is always only You
That kept me warm when I was shaking.

You held me and made me strong
Always stay and bless me
I’ve healed because of You, not time
And now the old wounds barely hurt

Yes, I have cried because of You
Over sweet, sad songs that reach my ear
But am I really sincere?
Oh how I long for you my Lord

One more time, may I ask?
Will you sweep away the pain again?
Remind me what life’s worth living for
Bring down the heavenly rain
Your eternal sweet unwavering signs of love,
Though I wasn’t obedience
You comfort me with drops of tear
Your words tells is always a miracle

For the moment I won’t
But somehow I know the tears will return
I know this because I am just a forgetful lover
I feel the pain burn.

Every thought of You is the sweetest
But without you I feel colder than ever
I need Your love, my comfort
I need You oh my Lord.

You’re the only One who knows
What I’m thinking of.
So, please help me, my Lord,
I believe in Your eternal love

Alhamdulillah...i am sick :)

The Prophet Muhammad, s.a.w.s. said:

The Apostle of Allah (peace be upon him) visited me while I was sick. He said: Be glad, Umm al-Ala' for Allah removes the sins of a Muslim for his illness as fire removes the dross off gold and silver. [Sunan Abu Dawood Book 20, Number 3086]

"The more severe the trial and hardship, the greater its reward. When God cherishes love for a group of people, He puts them to trial to cleanse them more and to make them pure. Hence those who acquiesce in the Will of God win the pleasure of God. And those who harbour resentment against God in the hour of trial, God also is displeased with them. [Tirmidhi]

" No fatigue, nor disease, nor sorrow, nor sadness, nor hurt, nor distress befalls a Muslim, even if it were the prick he receives from a thorn, but that Allah expiates some of his sins for that." [Sahih Bukhari Volume 7, Book 70, Number 545]

"There is nothing (in the form of trouble) that comes to a believer even if it is the pricking of a thorn that there is decreed good for him by Allah or his sins are obliterated. [Sahih Muslim Book 32, Number 6241]

"The example of a believer is that of a fresh tender plant; from whatever direction the wind comes, it bends it, but when the wind becomes quiet, it becomes straight again. Similarly, a believer is afflicted with calamities (but he remains patient till Allah removes his difficulties.) And an impious wicked person is like a pine tree which keeps hard and straight till Allah cuts (breaks) it down when He wishes." [Sahih Bukhari Volume 7, Book 70, Number 547]

"If Allah wants to do good to somebody, He afflicts him with trials." [Sahih Bukhari Volume 7, Book 70, Number 548]

I visited the Prophet during his ailments and he was suffering from a high fever. I said, "You have a high fever. Is it because you will have a double reward for it?" He said, "Yes, for no Muslim is afflicted with any harm but that Allah will remove his sins as the leaves of a tree fall down." [Sahih Bukhari Volume 7, Book 70, Number 550]

Ibn 'Abbas said to me, "Shall I show you a woman of the people of Paradise?" I said, "Yes." He said, "This black lady came to the Prophet and said, 'I get attacks of epilepsy and my body becomes uncovered; please invoke Allah for me.' The Prophet said (to her), 'If you wish, be patient and you will (enter) Paradise; and if you wish, I will invoke Allah to cure you.' She said, 'I will remain patient,' and added, 'but I become uncovered, so please invoke Allah for me that I may not become uncovered.' So he invoked Allah for her." [Sahih Bukhari Volume 7, Book 70, Number 555]

Narrated 'A'isha: Whenever Allah's Apostle paid a visit to a patient, or a patient was brought to him, he used to invoke Allah, saying, "Take away the disease, O the Lord of the people! Cure him as You are the One Who cures. There is no cure but Yours, a cure that leaves no disease." [Sahih Bukhari Volume 7, Book 70, Number 579]

I feel shy...

I feel shy to express my love

to him...the beloved of Allah

Because he is great in character

While i am just a normal human

I persuade my heart and souls

to expressed my fervent love

Praying for blessings in praise

a token of appreciation from a follower

If i am capable...I struggle to follow his

teachings

If I have the strength... i try to practice

his Sunnah

hopefully will be blessed in this world

and granted Shafaat in the hereafter

Because of his personality ..i am fascinated

Because of his mind..I fall in love

I miss him so much unspeakable

Please wait for me in the garden of paradise

Indeed what I really want

is the love of Allah, the only One

Because the love of Rasulullah s.a.w.

will lead me to the love of Allah

Keeping My Love For You – A Reply.

Keeping My Love For You – A Reply.

Looking for the better halve

- Is just like doing art and craft

Creative and patience play a part

Regardless where do you start!!

A girl yearning for love is natural*

In this life a temporal

But the pursue for a life partner

Has made many fixed in a corner.

The pressure of society

Forced down without a pity

A girl so nice and pretty

May change to be naughty?

But this should not be the attitude

As to Allah we show our gratitude

To withstand the pressure

She must guard her treasure

That the love for Allah**

As defined by Rasulullah s.a.w

The ultimate for a servant

The dream of heaven***

Husband can wait

Don’t rush for a date

Infatuated by a serenade

As life is full of charade

It’s difficult to ignore

The feeling the girl poured

The deep meaning in store

The heart it tore

But she manages her love well

Petty things she didn’t dwell

A feeling for Allah that is swelled

Long terms commitment that gelled

The pray is for all like her to have patience

Insha’allah a man will soon come to your destination

But if he does not stop at your station

Please don’t despair, as Allah knows your good intention

A greater plan is reserved for you****

It may not come in a day or two

But believe me – Allah knows best

Take this as part of your test!*****

* Al-Qur’an 3:14 “It was made attractive to people, the love of things they crave; women, sons, heaped-up heaps of gold and silver, branded horses, cattle and will-tilled land. But that is for the enjoyment of this worldly life, But Allah, with Him is the beautiful homecoming”

** Al-Qur’an 2: 165 ‘And yet there are some people, who replace Allah with rivals, loving them as Allah is loved. But the believers love Allah more intensely”

*** If Allah would love his servant He would call Archangel Gabriel and tell him “I love this person, therefore love him.” And Jibraeel would love him and call out in the heavens “Allah loves this person, therefore love him.” And the inhabitants of the heavens would love him. Then he would be embraced by the people of this world. But if Allah would abhor his servant, He would call Jibraeel and tell him “I abhor this person, therefore abhor him”. And Jibraeel (AS) would abhor him and call out in the heavens “Allah abhors this person, therefore abhor him.” And the inhabitants of the heavens would abhor him. Then he would be abhorred by the people of this world.” (Muslim)

**** Al-Qur’an 3:54 54. And (then unbelievers) plotted and planned, and Allah too planned, and the best of planners is Allah.

***** Al-Qur’an 67:2 He Who created Death and Life, that He may try which of you is best in deed: